..UnbeaUTIFuL..

case study: first week of hols..

my sony ericson W850i tinkled with Sean Kingston new single 'Fire Burning' sharp on 913am.."sapew la msg pagi2 buta nih?"..trying barely to find where my cute blacky handphone crying from..and it was under the bed!!!..adei..jatuh ae Labu nie!..mumbling to myself for not keeping Labu on the table...(Labu is my hp..haha..)"1 message from :01395*&^%$#'..opened it and gosh!!..adei...not again!..

"don't hang up, can we talk? so confused, it's like im lost.
what went wrong? what made you go? don't pretend you don't know..
this is me..Im unchangeable.."


can i call it 'sophisticated' or 'complicated?'


it's complicated to explain right now..but it's sort of hunting me for a long period of time!..arghh!!!!...

"it's been two years gurl..please.."

"im not hoping for one more chance.. but at least when u hear this song, it'll remind u of me..thanks for being good friends for couples of months.."

arghh!!!...i dun want ot blame her..but this is real life..and i dun want it to overcome me as a human being!..especially as a teenage boy in the phase of knowing the outside world..*ceh..kepoyoan btol!..(and now im start to blame HeR..adei)..get loose gurl..and maybe im not good enough for you..full bouquet of APOLOGISE..and i must say, it ends here......

yeap..i was blind..such a fool


UNBEAUTIFUL-LESLEY ROY

Don't hang up, can we talk?
So confused, it's like I'm lost
What went wrong? What made you go?
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me, I?m unchangeable

When did we fall apart?
Or did you lie from the start?
When you said it?s only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
?Cause I?m only dreamin'
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better all together
Can't let go!

It was you and me against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said?
Was it something that I did?
'Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

big SORRY..adieu..